It's funny to think that you know yourself, but the funniest thing is when you discover that you don't know anything about you, at least until you fall in love.
I used to think I was not jealous, and then I surprised myself looking at my boyfriend's Dropbox account pictures. He has one with his ex, and I don't blame him, but I felt like the whole world was tumbling down. I started thinking if he was better than me, why was my boyfriend with him?
One way to face being jealous is having confidence with the one you love, so I just asked him about his past life. It's surprising to see how much we do have in common, at least making mistakes like dating assholes. And I apply that to myself too, I've dated a few twats in my life...
The point of writing this is that I'm opening myself to a new world that I've never visited before, I guess, and of course because I have to write in this blog if I want to pass my exams with a good mark!
I bet everyone is a little bit jealous inside even if we don't want to recognize it, and I also bet that I will have to be patient about it and trust my boyfriend: he chose me and I chose him.
By the way, what I meant with that was only to think while I write about it, in how much I have changed in three months...
For fuck's sake, I'm in love!